Our Songs

I will always love these songs

Sigh

New York hasn't been kind to me. Not the first time and not the second time. San Antonio wasn't either. Why is it always something :/ maybe I'm just asking for too much attention. You can post on Instagram but you can't text me? I would appreciate just something

Many Things

I'm lucky and fortunate to have found the perfect partner. I'm also incredibly proud of her in so many ways. She survived college to live. Maybe it wasn't all smiles the whole way, but I'm more than sure the ending result was worth it. She's intelligent, beautiful, smart and hilarious in every way. She's a smokin' hot lady and I consider myself lucky to be with her so thank you to whatever powers that be lead this to happen (Satan). She's off on a week long trip and I miss her like crazy already.

Rivals

A new Coal Chamber album comes out today and I'm really excited. So many years later I still love the band :) My lady and I went to go see them live a few months back and I got to meet the whole band as the awesomest birthday present!!! Me loco!

Under the Rug

Sometimes I wish I could get a thank you every here and there after the events of last summer. I did things to make others happy and sacrificed my own happiness for the most part of the second half of last year. I don't get the occasional "thanks for giving me/us this opportunity to be happy and try something new" that I wish I did. It feels a lot more like I'm the one who got swept under the rug. And if I say "thanks to me..." then I look like a self-centered bastard. Woop de fuckin do. I wish it wasn't like this, but that's just how it is most of the time.

Unfortunately rather short lived but I appreciated the gesture while it lasted

Random Point In Time

It's interesting seeing events from other people's perspectives. It'll always be an uncomfortable period for me.

I want a cat but I want to give it a dog name like Fido. That would be awesome. Everyone would be confused and I would just be frustrated because I can't use my computer due to Fido sleeping on my keyboard 

Jazz is an asshole

I'm an asshole and I feel like an asshole. I've got nothing against the Blackout I just find basically 99.9% of the world's population unaesthetically pretty in any way, shape or form. And to see you going crazy online about her looks brings me down a bit. It took me over 2 years to get anywhere close to that. Oh well. 

To be or not to be

I only find one woman in this world beautiful. Don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing but in my head that's the way the cookie crumbles.