And add that to the list of shit I can't do 

This Is A New One

You're 22 and you're basically throwing a fit over having to pay $35 for shoes that you need for your job. I'm freakin baffled. 

Guerra de la Galaxia

Let's get some positive vibes going on this blog. So I bought Disney Infinity 3.0 and I finally started playing it and it's awesome. You can see tell that they're making good strides on game play and the game does look prettier too. Plus Star Wars is amazing. Oh yeah. I do plan on buying every figure they're releasing for this set. 

I also want to buy a bunch of Star Wars toys. Especially the Lego Star Wars ones. There is this orange and black X-Wing that looks sick!! And then there are the light sabers :3 Ever since Disney bought LucasFilms, they've done everything right with the brand and property. Keep it up 

I miss so many little things and I'm deprived of all of it. So many interactions and moments that just don't happen anymore. I miss it all and it's really frustrating at times. Ugh

Not bad for four weeks 

The Small Print

Do I get annoyed? Of course I get annoyed. When I see someone forcefully trying to take a bag off of someone's shoulders while they're carrying something, annoys me. When I see someone trying to be cute because they want to be able to get away with eating spicy food even though they know it has negative effects on their body and digestive system, I get annoyed. And when someone lowers their voice because I'm approaching or sitting really close, well of fucking course you're going to bet that I'm going to get annoyed. You add all this up into a time span of a little over an hour and I'm going to be pretty god damned annoyed. That was last night and I'm still pretty annoyed by it now. Fuck

Thoughts

I think I've passed her point of no return. I don't think it actually ever got better

Maybe I want to talk too before bed, not just "good night. remember to wake me up in the morning"

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It's almost been 3 weeks. Some nights I don't really sleep as well as I tell myself I do. Other nights, like tonight, I have trouble getting to a sleepy point. I'm where I am because of the mistakes I've made. And that's the truth.

Reality Check

Got kicked out of my own bed and been sleeping on the couch for almost a week now. It sucks.