I want a cat but I want to give it a dog name like Fido. That would be awesome. Everyone would be confused and I would just be frustrated because I can't use my computer due to Fido sleeping on my keyboard 

Jazz is an asshole

I'm an asshole and I feel like an asshole. I've got nothing against the Blackout I just find basically 99.9% of the world's population unaesthetically pretty in any way, shape or form. And to see you going crazy online about her looks brings me down a bit. It took me over 2 years to get anywhere close to that. Oh well. 

To be or not to be

I only find one woman in this world beautiful. Don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing but in my head that's the way the cookie crumbles. 

Might Just Try It

Last week I played Left 4 Dead 2 with my friends and it was awesome. I had lots of fun with everything just going absolutely batshit crazy in that game. I feel like that moment helped me reignite a passion for games that I had been lacking. Now I haven't really been playing games any less cause I've been putting hours into FIFA 15 like crazy, but I felt like there wasn't much of a reason to play any of my other games. But since last week I feel back at it. I feel like I want to play Far Cry 4 and finish that damn campaign, and fight the rhinos and do all the fun stuff crammed into that game. I'm six hours into the campaign and I feel like I've gotten so little done. But then that got me thinking, what if I talk about the games I play. What I like about them, what I don't, what's annoying. Kind of like reviewing games. Maybe I would give them a score. I have no idea but it sounds fun to do, just like running people over in Far Cry 4 with auto pilot on. We'll see where this goes.

Never mind of yesterday, I'm feeling super special again :D

Well at least I enjoyed that novelty feeling of being called a soulmate while it lasted 

Yesterday I received the highest compliment I could receive, you were speechless when you saw me come out of the fitting room. It's been a really long time since I've been able to provoke a reaction even similar to it since the summer. I'm sorry that I can't look that attractive all the time but it was really nice to see you speechless and it made me feel great about myself and my own self confidence. 

New things can be scary sometimes. But sometimes they also bring excitement.

A Random Non-Metal Playlist

Time Travel

I forgot to post this many weeks ago. But I still find it relevant to how I feel now