The Void In My Heart

Some (more like most days) I feel the absence of something in my heart. I cant pin-point what exactly it may be. Some days I just feel lonely as a person, just wanting someone there to do a little bit of chit chat. Other days I miss the presence of someone truely caring about me. And on other random days, music cant describe me and doesnt fulfil it's job as my motivator and taking my mind off of what's bugging me in life. Fuck my parents' divorce and all it represents. They dragged me into this shit, scarred me for life and just give me the oh well look. What the fuck did I do to deserve this shit? No decision I make is ever the right one. Sorry but I have both love and hate toward both of them in my heart. They'll always be my parents but Im just fucking sick and tired of both. I feel like once again I'm asking for too much, but oh well.
But one thing is for sure and I want to thank Gio, America, Allan, Irving, Zoya, Crisalia, Melissa, Clara, Gaby, and both Kims for keeping me sane and laughing. Extra special shout out for America and Irving, I might hate you both for keeping me up until 3 a.m., but it has always been totally worth it.