Average

Being myself has its positives, negatives and purgatories. I attempt to be as likable as a person as I can within the boundaries of who I am. I wear a smile on my face everyday because that is exactly what makes me well...me. I have a tendency to make people laugh as it's just part of who I am. Some days I have my hair all down, others in a pony tail and when not taking myself seriously, in a bun. I wear black all day everyday. 3/4ths of my shirts are not family friendly. I drink water out of a fossett and love to eat peanut butter. If I could, I would have sleeve tattoos on both arms and wear my pentagram Arch Enemy shirt that reads "Pure Fucking Metal" on the back. But at the same time, I'm a family person, or at least I attempt to be. I hang out with my mom. I try to only wear my more gruesome clothing when going to school and to concerts. I get along really well with other people's parents. I respect others' religion and have a calendar with kittens on it. On the purgatory level, friends are some of the worst and easiest to find, let alone to keep. But my best friends are the most random set of awesome people I've ever known in my life and I plan on keeping every single one until they day I die. Relationships...haha what is there to say but I'm too metal for others I guess. They don't like black and they don't like long hair, well fucking sucks to be you huh. I'll keep looking, someone has to exist. (back to friends/other people) People either like me or they don't. I don't conform to anything and don't dress to please anyone. I don't expect people to find my manner of dress acceptable anyways. My influences come from various phases both past and present. Cargo pants from my youth. Black clothes from metal. Bright clothes from my love of the color green. Soccer jerseys. A messanger bag from cycling as well as rolling up the right side of my pants. If there is one thing I'm not asking for, it's acceptance. I don't want to be another cog in the machine that is society. I just want to people to understand one thing, I'm Jaziel, I listen to fucking heavy metal and if my shirt offends you, well that's your problems. I'm not average and I never plan on being it. Have a nice day.