That Loss of Feeling

Being injury prone isn't necessarily a positive trait to have and promote. Do I hate it? Yes. That's the simple way to put it. I've sprained my hands, ankles, messed up my knees, broken my arm,  dislocated my jaw and lost partial feeling in my left pinky and ring finger. The strange thing about the loss of feeling is that it appears to be a permanent thing. It's been almost a month since my accident happened where I cut open different parts of the body and now leave permanent scars. But that accident also brought my closest kiss to death and I feel that my body reminds me that with my fingers. Even though the scrape next to my eye healed, it was so close to my eye that had it not have been for my helmet, I would have probably been blind in an eye had I not died.