And Not A Sound Was Heard

I'm feeling pretty shitty today. Why? I don't know. But I do. Maybe it has to do with my sleeping patterns recently. Yesterday I woke up at 3:30 am and today I woke up at 6 something. I wish I could refall asleep, but nothing ever happens. (I am also back again in the land of no dreams. Thankfully my bed is comfy and at least I don't have to wake up sore twisting and turning at night.) The gloomy weather doesn't count because I have not even been outside to be affected by it. Not even that really cool video of robots playing "Ace of Spades" is making me smile (Neither is the Blaas of Glory version of the song and I happen to love their performance). I've been trying every trick in the book but none seem to carry the solution. Not Wonder Showzen, not Far Cry, not even DevilDriver (and just singing along to "Grinfucked" usually does the trick). I helped my mom take down the christmas tree today and that was very unexciting, especially since my mom was blasting reggaeton songs for about two hours which are made of five word lyrics and they are repeated over and over and over and over until you want to commit suicide because the song is a total piece of shit. Shit shit shit. I still believe shit is the best way to describe my mood. Not meh, not blah, not alright, just shit. I bought a Xbox controller on ebay this morning for $15 to modify the shell of the controller and make it see through. I was excited for maybe five minutes and then just like that, there it went, as if I was never happy and excited in the first place. I've been wanting to do little modifications like that for a while, and this is officially my first go at it. I've taken my controllers apart for fun, so this is nothing new, it'll just give it a new look. All I know is that the faster the day is over, the better.

As usual (and continuing this tradition set back a good five or six years ago), Gio and I have created our teams for the next Mexican league. I am Chafas Rayadas and Gio is Induction.

This is my team. Took me like five minutes to set it up because at the moment I could care less. I'm not even excited that the tournament begins today.

Good night blog. I'd rather this day be over already than letting it continue. We'll see how tomorrow goes. Maybe tomorrow I'll smile, that would be nice.

Here we all feel alive
Here we use our minds
Let us form together
Use our minds
Recreate, redesign
Here forever
With a new world in our hands
We will gain control
With a new world in our hands
We will gain control
Realize that you will never
Feel this way again
Everything you wanted
Was right in front of your eyes
This is the life
So take it in and embrace
No more waste in faith cause we are home
No more waste in faith cause we are home
Don't let it be easy
You need a sense of direction
To visualize perfection
We are home we are free
This is serenity
Stop holding on for nothing
I'm ready to face this world and gain control
With a new world in our hands
With a new world in our hands
With a new world in our hands
Gain control
No more waste in faith cause we are home
We are at ease in the way we've grown
In the moment when time the timings right
We can start to feel the stars align
Don't let it be easy
Visualize perfection
Stop holding on for nothing
Visualize perfection