I'm in the middle of completely rearranging my room and posters but I think I've done a lot more self harm than good. I keep constantly hitting my toes, feet, knees and arms on something and leaving me in excruciating pain. Sure it's starting to look a little better, but the pain that comes along with it doesn't seem worth it at times. It doesn't help that I bet myself really well this morning and was bleeding for a good while. Ugh. I'm just fucking annoyed right now. Dropped my bed on my fucking foot too. Felt just splendid.