-I don't think my mom's relationship with my stepdad is going to last very long. They have arguments (like any relationship) but the some of the worst arguments stem from some of the smallest bullshit reasons I've ever seen. Today my mom got really mad at my dad because he didn't finish drying the car after washing it in the morning. When I mean mad, I mean she threw a small fit and didn't talk to my dad for like 30 minutes because the droplets of water still on the car were going to leave stains. Just a few minutes ago, they had another argument (I was blasting Arsis, so it even though I couldn't here them arguing, I did get to hear the door slam as my stepdad walked out) which kinda just happens like every other day. I'm not really sure what to make of it.
-Today was Jaime's birthday and while it was awesome hanging out with Jeremy, Roxy, Josh, Betty and Jaime, everyone was asking me where I was going to move to. I answered in all honesty, "I wish I knew myself." Essentially tomorrow is judgement day because we have to decide what exactly we are going to do. All I can really say is that I'm fucking ready for whatever life decides to throw at me. I've been able to survive until now and will continue until the last minute when my time is up. For all I know, tomorrow I might not even wake up. But I probably will and will just go through it like every other day up to now.-Last night I slept on the floor. I'm not sure why, but I did and liked it a lot. I hate beds and spring mattresses. Plus I had a dream, so I'll look forward to the next time it happens. I think that is all for today.
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