Sleep

I don't think I've ever really gotten used to being a morning person. I hate the inability to sleep in. I wake up between 5:30 and 6:30 on a daily basis almost regardless of what time I went to sleep. About 99%, the second I wake up, it's over for me. In that instance,y my body just decides "well looks like you're wide awake." An annoying side of it definitely is my mom being baffled every time for me waking up so early. "Why did you wake up at 5?" It's always as if I had a choice of when I could wake up. Not even tiredness of the body makes me sleep in. About 50 miles on my bike the day before, still up at 6 in the morning.

I think part of it is also a bit of jealousy. The significant majority of my friends can sleep in until 10, 11 or 12. When I use to sleep over at my friend's house, I would wake up at 6 and have to patiently wait until 12 or 1 in the afternoon until they woke up to actually do something. It's always a pain 24/7. Can't sleep in during the summer even though I'm going to sleep at 2 or 3 in the morning.

But it seems more like a two-for deal. I don't get to sleep in or have dreams. Where is the compensation? Waking up at 6 in the morning super hungry? That just makes the situation that much worse. I haven't even eaten yet and I woke up an hour ago (6:30 am).

I think my body goes "hey, you're tired. Your should go to sleep...but only for a few hours because you don't deserve more than five hours of sleep."

But what's funny though is that when I sleep in her arms, I can wake up later. We can wake up at 9 or 10 no problem. Or just wake up and fall back asleep immediately. Maybe it's the cuddles. Damn do they feel good. She used to almost only sleep in my arms but pretty much the tides have turned. It's okay, I get all comfy at night and don't mind at all.

Well enough from me, I'm super hungry and need to eat. PRONTO!