The End of All It Represents

It's hard hiding a secret (this is what I consider it but I'm really not sure what to label it because I haven't shared it with a single soul, both human or dog) sometimes, especially when you're not sure how it will actually end itself. I'm just going to put it out there because I'm still not sure how even to explain it. I'm moving in two or three weeks to a new house or apartment that will most likely place me in a new neighborhood. I've known this for the past month. How this will affect my commuting to school, who knows, but I'm going to miss living so close to Gio, Ed, America and Irving. My mom has been looking a lot recently to move to Carson. I want to say more but can't bring myself to do it. I don't know, but I need to vent it out through my blog. It brings me to tears just thinking about it. The house and neighborhood have large sentimental value to me. I'm going to write a large blog that's a lot more indepth because this situation is complicated, really fucking complicated. Until then...