All Of Your Hopes And Dreams, Never Meant Shit

I'm a complete letdown. Today I discovered that I didn't actually graduate from college. It's such a depressing and disappointing feeling. I thought I worked hard enough to achieve glory but low and behold, I let myself and everyone around me down :/ I didn't do my math right and discovered that I finished my spring semester with 119 units. You want to know how many are needed to graduate? 120. Fuck me. I feel incredibly stupid inside. All this hard work just to have made such a simple mistake. How I'm going to resolve this, I really don't know, but god damn is it heart breaking and heart wrenching to know that I'm completely at fault for all of this. I'm sorry for letting you down everyone, I really am. I patiently waited week after week after week in hopes of seeing my degree arrive and proudly framing it on the wall. NOPE. Not today...not fucking today...

Without a doubt, probably the best thing that could've happened to me was to have been rejected from grad school. I can't even imagine having to have sent a letter saying sorry.

I feel like shit.